Goodbye My Almost Lover

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover

Romeo & Juliet

As much as I love Shakespeare, let's be honest here!

Closer

Closer, by Patrick Marber, is my favourite play. It was also adapted for the big screen in 2004 and it became one of my favourite movie. One of my dream still remains to play Alice in a production of Closer. And I will one day, you'll see.

I love this play because it is the best and most accurate representation of love and sex and how completly confusing it can be. How love can be completly overly romanticized when really it comes down to hormones and timing. We can love many, but it all depends on who we CHOOSE to love and how. There's no such thing as a soul mate. But when you are in love, it's impossible to imagine ever being in love with anyone else.

Here's some of my favourite quotes:

Dan: What do you want ?
Alice: To be loved.
Dan: That simple ?
Alice: It's a big want

Larry:You women don't understand the territory, because you are the territory

Alice: Do you still fancy me?
Dan: Of course
Alice: You're lying. I've been you!

Alice: It's the only way to leave; I don't love you anymore, Goodbye
Dan: Supposing you do still love them?
Alice: You don't leave

Everything's Amazing and Nobody's Happy

This made me laugh a lot, as well as reminded me I complain way too much about things I take for granted!

I love 'it's going to SPACE!!'

Not Giving Up

After a heartbreak, it's easy to fall back on giving up. Giving up on caring,  opening up and being vulnerable. I certainly have. Everytime, i feel like I may become one of those jaded human beings who play games and aren't able to experience beautiful emotions fully. I do not want to be like that, but it's strangely appealing. But I feel if I protect my heart in that way, I will lose out on all the beautiful things it makes me experience. Because I live things fully, always. I don't half-ass, not when it comes to emotions and life experiences. And I try not to regret. It's hard, but I try. I hope I keep being the passionate wears-her-heart-on-her-sleeve girl. Although I also do hope the next deception will hurt less. Don't we all?

So this is me. Hoping to not give up. The same way I wish people wouldn't have given up on me.

Best Advice

Heidi: I was really falling in love with him...
Lauren: Don't fall in love

Brokeback Twilight

I'd see that!